I'm Done

By: Evanna Jayme

I killed him,
What do I do now?
I lived for this,
Will I die like this?
I fought because I had to,
I lied because I had to,
I was forced to do,
What I didn’t want to,
It was my destiny,
And I was obedient,
And I did what you asked,
But my fate was my curse.
I have no where to go,
I have no one who wants me,
It’s me and my horse,
And the cold night air.
My grief surrounds me,
I’m lost, the tunnels twist and turn,
I mind don’t mind them,
I never belonged anywhere,
I was never a Kokiri,
I was never a Goron, or a Zora,
I’m not a Hylian,
I’m nothing,
Because I did what you wanted,
Are you happy?
I had no choice,
I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t,
Save the world,
Who did I save?
I didn’t save myself,
But everyone else.
I was a kid,
How could you do this to a kid?
I was young,
And I murdered too many innocent people,
They’re gone,
And will never come back,
And it’s my fault!
The weight of the world was on my shoulders,
How could you expect me to be strong?
When I was in doubt,
And on the verge of insanity,
I pushed on because of guilt,
I did exactly what you forced me to do,
And how did you repay me,
The gold and riches are little pleasures,
I want to go back to where I was,
Where I might have been different,
But where I knew I belonged,
Why did you do this to a kid?
I didn’t do anything to deserve this,
Did anyone,
If you chose my destiny for me,
You had to know, you had to,
If you knew about why I would have to do this,
Why did you do it?
I was young,
Too young to know why people died,
Too young to know when to stop,
And too young to feel guilt.
Now I here I stand,
With no one to hold,
And nothing to say,
And nothing to look forward to.
My wounds are bleeding,
And my heart is heavy with guilt,
Something you’ll never feel,
Because you forced this upon me,
Bread it into me,
Like I was some experiment, a puppet,
For your amusement,
You left me playing with life,
And I cheated death,
And now I’ve got no where else to go,
And it’s because I fought for you,
I don’t want this Triforce Piece anymore,
I’m not courageous,
I’m afraid of death,
I’m afraid of the screams I hear,
When people die,
I hate You,
And I’m done!