Without You

By: Evanna Jayme

*I waited for you,
I waited too long,
And now I’m ready,
To open my arms and hug you,
And welcome you back,
To where you always belonged,
In my heart.

~I waited too long,
I wanted to love you,
To hold you,
To save you,
But I saved the world instead,
Your life hung in the balance,
But it was everybody else’s I was saving.

*You avoided my eyes,
To hide yours, that were crying,
You think I don’t notice, but I do,
I want to kiss your tears away,
But then you avoided me,
And now it’s my eyes that cry,
I only wanted to help you…

~I made you cry,
I hurt you, how can you accept me now,
How could you live with me if you knew,
That every time I was called upon by the Goddesses,
That I might not come back?
How could I cause you such pain,
I fight only for you,
But I can’t fight your heart,
But I am.

*What did I do,
How can I change,
I want to be in your heart,
I want your heart in mine,
But there is only emptiness,
And an empty bed,
That I get in return,
I thought that we could at least be friends,
But, I did that wrong, too,
You don’t want me,
Or anything I can give.

~I want you, to have and to hold,
To kiss and embrace,
I want to be with you,
But I can’t, you don’t want me,
You avoid my eyes, and turn away from me,
You were willing to be with me before,
But, now you don’t want to be my friend,
Where did we go wrong?

*~Where did we go wrong,

*~Why can’t we be anymore,

*~I,

*~Was so willing,

*~To love you,

*~Before,

*~Now I must suffer,

*~Now I must go without,

*~But I don’t know,

*~If I can live,

*~Without,

*~You!